My Dear Dairy

2009-03-29T02:55:00.000-07:00

My tummy :D
As far as i know i am 7 weeks pragnent by now, but the size of my tummy tells me i am further, i dunno.
Next week i have a appointment at the gyno and then i get the first echo,maybe i am much further or maybe twins :S....lets hope the first one causse twins wel....thats a lot of work,first of al the labor and then after....two crying baby's, two hungry baby's...more daipers to change....oooowh my god that will make me crazy.
Since a few day's i am feeling a lot better, no nausia, not so much different moods...only a bit tired and some major headacks, and i pee a lot hihihihi......
There is also some good things about it...i am cleaning my housse over and over again....i am finnaly getting more fat on my body (i was always a skinny girl)more butt and more breasts Yaaaaay!....
I cant wait till next week, i want to see my little worm and i just hope that everything is okey with it.....

Little worm

2009-03-24T11:43:00.000-07:00

I got a little worm inside my tummy, that little worm is normally called by a baby but i found it funny to give it a nickname so worm was my first thought causse wel with 7 weeks it isnt a baby yet.
It was christmass when we decided that we wanted a baby,so i stopped with the birthcontrol.
Two days before my bf birthday i found out i was pragnent soo it was THE perfect gift to him, i can tell you i have never seen a men soo happy and confused at the same time hihihi
The first two weeks i was soo happy, i didnt stop smiling and telling everybody the news (a bit to early but hey....i was happy)
Now i am not that happy at al, my hormons are screaming...my god!, one moment i am feeling sick, the next al i can feel is angre and when that is passed i start to cry like a baby....for no f*cking reason...
A other reason is that before i got my little boy,two years before him, i was also pragnent off a little girl, sadly i lost her with 7 monts causse of thrombosis, becausse of that sickness is it hard for the little one to survive in my tummy, i need to take meds for it and then is the change of surviving 50%.
When i was pregnant of my little boy i was very affraid of loosing it and didnt enjoy the pragnency, i promised myself i will do that with this one...wel that is not gonna happen even tho i try soo hard, everyday i think abbout it....
Next week i am going for the first echo, i hope everything is okey and when i hear his or her heart i hope i feel a little bit better...

My first blog experience

2009-03-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

This is the first time i am going to blog,the reason i am going to start is causse there is so much going on in my life at this moment.
In the past i always used a dairy...but hey be honest that is sooo passe...
First i want to introduce myself....
I am a 28 year old women from holland and a mother to a little cute boy of 7 years old and i am 7 weeks pragnent of a little worm (thats how we called that 1 inch thingie).
I work for 32 hourse in a week as a manager from a little bakkery in a supermarket....
I am a happy overactive insane and very sensitive person who is always there for her friends and family.
Well.....thats abbout it for now.......more to come soon!
Btw.....when anybody has any tips or advice pleasse say soo...what i said i am new on this :S